dreaming of Orlando Bloom & Adrien Brody...

in this world, i'm simply not meant to be with a boy...

last night i went clubbing with a friend. i thought of it as a good idea to forget about phillip and all the painful memories... just a brand new start for me this night

and suddenly i saw "him" on the dancefloor, dancing by himself. tall, brown hair, brown teddy eyes... exactly my type. i couldn't bring myself to watch into a different direction. looking at him all the time, totally attracted by his every move.

i screamed to my friend: see, that guy over there in the red shirt? he looks like an Orlando Bloom.
anika: no, but like Adrien Brody
(note: i adore both these actors)
i: my dream guy...
anika: he's probably 30.
i didn't care about the age gap. something so unimportant...

out of a sudden i had eye contact with him. while dancing it happened again and again. i thought i was dreaming and screaming to anika i said: does he look at me as well? can't be...
then i saw him kissing this girl i detest. at first i was pissed, but after a minute it was okay with me, because he didn't even continue talking to her.
i changed the side with my friend, passing him. everything was so narrow, that our bodies touched. do i have to mention that it was up to 50% on purpose that my arm brushed against his butt??

while i was on the other side of the dancefloor, he started to change his dance moves to that side as well. tons more of eye contact. suddenly i couldn't see him anymore. we changed the side again and anika saw a friend to whom she walked. directly next to him, only seperated by a few centimeters. at that time i got nervous and wasn't able to look at him non-stop. just every now and then our eyes met. he moved a little forward. i was so hoping he'd come over when anika told me she had to use the restroom. i didn't want her to go there alone so i joined.
now the big question: what would have happened, if i had stayed there alone, waiting for her to come back to that place??? i will never know the answer...

when we left the restroom, he was standing in front of it with his back facing me, talking to someone. anika and i went back to our original place, but from that moment one i didn't see him anymore... only when we left, i saw him dancing with another girl...

why do i always have to go through misery?

i checked the pictures which were taken this morning, but i couldn't find him in any picture... so i keep on dreaming of Orlando Bloom & Adrien Brody



If I go there again on Saturday, will I meet him again?

just now a few more pictures were updated. that's the only one with him. better than nothing =)




==== Echt --- Junimond ====

Die Welt schaut rauf zu meinem Fenster
Mit müden Augen, ganz staubig und scheu
Ich bin hier oben auf meiner Wolke
Ich seh’ dich kommen, aber du gehst vorbei

Doch jetzt tut’s nicht mehr weh
Nee, jetzt tut’s nicht mehr weh
Und alles bleibt stumm
Und kein Sturm kommt auf
Wenn ich dich seh
Es ist vorbei, bye-bye Junimond
Es ist vorbei, es ist vorbei, bye-bye

Zweitausend Stunden hab’ ich gewartet
Ich hab’ sie alle gezählt und verflucht
Ich hab’ getrunken, geraucht und gebetet
Hab’ dich flussauf- und flussabwärts gesucht