bad day

yesterday it was a pretty bad day throughout.
i hate myself for being so clumsy.
i had to fetch the post from the office. we have to use the company's cars for such tasks. i collected everything, went back to the car and the key was missing...
i still have no clue where i might have put it. i checked everywhere and everything without a result.
i called in and told them, i lost the key. matthias had to drive over to hand out another key.
i could still go crazy when i think about it.
back in the car, tears kept running down my cheeks: i left a bad impression. some people might remember me as the girl who lost the keys. *sigh*
when i arrived at the company i had already cooled down. soon afterwards i was back at the desk the phone rang: an employee of our company. i had her on the phone the day before as well and i couldn't help her that day. she got mad. this time i couldn't help her either, i asked for advice from my colleagues, and gave out every piece of info they told me. still she wasn't contented. and my tears kept flowing again. i'm so grateful to björn for realizing what was going on with me. he whispered to me: give me the call. i take over!

later that evening i went out for dinner with a friend / colleague from the office. we had a good time. i felt so much happier ^.^
and it started to snow that very evening as well...