he courts my favour...

usually it took him 1,5 weeks to call again, when he said: i call you immediately back...

maybe that time is over... i'd be so happy...

when i got home,
i tried to call him, knowing he'd have to leave home that night again.
he answered my call: told you, i'd call you!
i'm right now on my way to the union... gonna give you a call when i get there...

i wondered... will he really do so...

from the last days, worrying, trying to find a way to go to his place, ... i was and still am dead tired
(yesterday i took the chance, grabbed my bag and went over to björn's office to take a nap during lunch break), i went to bed.
at 10.45pm my cell rang.
he woke me up...
because it was so late already he suggested to try it the other day...
but hey, ... he called! he wouldn't have to call to tell me it's late, let's talk tomorrow...
he was very nice on the phone, felt so comfortable...

the next day (thursday) he asked me to call first, and he'd call back. he had to see a lot of doctors. i called at lunch break...
he called back in the evening: didn't want you to get problems at work!
we talked about trivial stuff... not about US...
maybe there's no need for it.
still i felt a little bad afterwards, because we had actually planned to discuss that issue...
maybe i was having too many expectations.
i was sooo tired again... i was afraid i'd bore him.
in the end we didn't say to phone the next day.
he said: see you. give me a call and i'll call you back!
i think we're not ready yet for permanent calls...

actually you might think, when you don't know that much of each other...
you got a lot to talk.
but that's wrong...
you got a lot to talk, when you know each other very well!