partying hard... without a result...

the weekend was actually fun.

i went clubbing on fri and sat...

but why are boys simply not meant to be for me?

okay, here's some short description.

friday:
when we had to queue to enter the club, there was this really annoying guy
standing in front of me.
after about two hours time, i saw him already totally drunk.
my feet hurt due to my new shoes, so i told my friend i'd go and change.
when i was walking back alone, this annoying, now drunk guy, was on the streets (alone) as well.
he was walking towards me, suddenly unbutting his shirt.
i only thought: oh shit... what to do...? how to react? can you knock him out, if it's necessary?
luckily nothing happened and he just said: i need a break.

then i sat across sat really gorgeous guy (totally my type, reminded me a little of this actor from unter uns -> german daily soap).

Lars Steinhöfel

next to him his really ugly friend.
later anika and i were dancing and she started to whisper: someone's trying to hit on you.
it was that ugly guy. WHY????????? why not that cutie??? he approached me and touched my arm. i must have looked so mad that he immediately left. and then... cutie approached me... i was so astonished i couldn't react at all and thought: what to do? smile at him, talk to him? my head was spinning and before i was able to clear my mind, he was already gone TT.TT WHY???

in the end another guy was approaching me (not really my type, but he looked like a nice buddy, so i didn't mind...). the first thing he did was touching my hand, smiling at me. i smiled back..
for a minute nothing happened. then he took my hand and placed it next to mine. that's when we started to have a small talk. but i guess i haven't shown too much interest. doesn't matter. he was about to leave anyway...

on saturday:
there were 3 or 4 gorgeous guys!
and this one cutie was approaching me, asking if i had fire...
unluckily i didn't have =( so he left and went back to his friends.
but we kept eyeing each other for quite a while and i thought. darn girl, do something.
finally i went there and wanted to ask him for a cigarrette (even though i don't smoke), that was my only connection. but i didn't see him anymore. i turned around and saw this blonde girl talking to him. wonder who had approached whom... bad luck *cries*