a bright smile =)

because i'm such a shy girl, i at first kind of ignored him.
i almost wanted to slap my face:
stupid girl... then you shouldn't have written that message!

later we passed by chance and i only got out a short hey!
he said hallo and didn't smile.
(note: yesterday was the first time when i said hey or hello to him,
usually i said [good] morning!)

later i had to forward a message and when i walked back to my office,
he was outside as well and walked into my direction.
darn girl! was i nervous! i only wanted to hide!
i couldn't think straight only thought: omo, what to do? what to say?

he gave me a little smile and was about to say something.
but when i saw that smile i totally forgot about my nervous feeling!
i must have looked like a little girl which got a balloon or candy.
i couldn't stop myself, interrupted him (but i guess he just wanted to ask if it was,
who sent him that message), pointed my finger at his face, with a big smile on mine, followed by a little laughter and said:
YAH!!!!!!! YOU'RE SMILING!!!!

he then gave me an even brighter smile! =)

it was the first time i really saw him smile :)

i'm sure it was okay that i didn't talk to him in the polite way.
it would have been too odd, even though he's my senior.